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Sat Nov 4, 2006, 5:00 AM
This Christmas is going to SUCK. HARD.
LOL, I MEAN what I said. :eyes: & *mehhhhhh* at the same time because I have decided to be negative for various reasons. :begone: :paranoid:

Anyway, Couldn't physically be arsed to do much on DA lately, busy and shit with stuff through I have been a tag more active the last few days. :O

I have chosen and applied to six universities for a combined degree in Economics & Politics. May I say, PERSONAL STATEMENT was a complete PAIN IN MY ARSE :analprobe: and no, I did NOT like it. Glad it is over now :phew:

Warwick - AAB+B :fingerscrossed:, York, Birmingham, Leeds, Manchester, Sheffield :surrender:

Plenty of safety nets for me with the unis as the grades aren't too high but I am told it depends on the level of competition. To be honest, the only University I really want is Warwick. I did consider applying for more competitive unis like Oxford/ Cambridge or LSE, since I screwed one of the AS grades :unimpressed: and I don't actually want to go to those unis if I had a choice, I decided not to waste a place.

I have nothing interesting to say really. Half term is coming to an end, DAMNIT! This half term was crapper than expected but did have people cheering me up. :salute: :cuddle:.

:worship: I FUCKING LOVE CHRISTMAS :worship:. (Just to let you know ;))

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I have always been one to believe that I should say how I feel without regret, about certain things.

Yet, lately I have come to realised that sometimes, somethings are meant to be Unsaid. If I just hold on a little longer (after A LOT of moaning & mehness), it might pass without doing too much damage.

I didn't know how to handle it at first, it was something I didn't expect would exist and became so powerful that it overwhelmed me and I can't say for sure that it won't in the future. So let's hope it will die down a bit more soon. Lol.

Man, for some reason, I have discovered that NOTHING have felt RIGHT in my life for a fair while now. I kept wondering why, in search for an answer...

I wish someone / something, could make it right. I feel so far away from anywhere safe and real. Reality seems ugly and everything esle around me seems like an illusion that won't last.

I just want something real to hold onto, it seems.

  • Mood: Resentful
  • Listening to: Random Shit.
  • Reading: Nothing.
  • Watching: Borat.
  • Playing: Hide and Seek with myself. Haven't been found yet.
  • Eating: Apple Pie + Cream and Eclairs. Yum
  • Drinking: Schweepes - Cranberry + Rasberry Flavour Drink

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  • Current Residence: Birmingham, UK
  • Interests: <3: Art (esp. Abstract!), Photographs & editting, Music, Poetry& Literature, Paranormal
  • Favourite movie: Miyazaki's, An Interview with a Vampire, LOTR, Shawshank Redemption, Moulin Rouge, Shrek 1/2...etc
  • Favourite band or musician: Disturbed, Metallica, Iron Maiden, Pink Floyd, Portishead, blah blah ...etc
  • Favourite genre of music: METAL ( Heavy, Power, Melodic, Progressive, Death, Grindcore) , Classic Rock, Alternative
  • Favourite artist: Picasso, Gaudi, Masson, Max Ernst, Wassily Kandinsky, Pollock, Monet, Armand Guillaumin..etc
  • Favourite poet or writer: <3 Oscar Wilde <3 , Philip Larkin, Philip Pullman... etc
  • Favourite style of art: Abstract / Expressionism/ Surreal / Dark/ Gothic / Lighting / Details/ Bold / Strong colour contrast
  • Operating System: Window XP
  • MP3 player of choice: MP3 is OLD
  • Shell of choice: Secret high-tech underground chamber with hidden passages and CCTVs
  • Skin of choice: Me by day, Vampiress by night :P
  • Favourite gaming platform: My PC
  • Favourite cartoon character: Tigger / Stewie /Maggie
  • Personal Quote: What doesn't kill you makes you stronger! ;)/ Feel the freedom, pee onto the roof, into the wind!!
  • Tools of the Trade: Acrylic, Paint, Sticks, Chalk, Karisma Pencils, Pencils, Photoshop

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Hooloo serene, its me Mel. Hows u? missing u :love:
hey how are you?

have a good new year
<3

chris

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